June 17, 2014
I write to hide the pain,
I write to stay a little sane
I tell you how I felt
and your pissed off reaction was dealt
Maybe I am not good enough for anyone
Maybe we are over, said and done
Before, it was only myself I would fight
Now I regret telling you last night
I was not prepared for baby three and I pled to abort
Talked out of it because that is not our logic or sort
Then there is this baby that I have nothing to show
This one I wanted to watch grow
You didn't want it and I am the bad person
I made all these feelings worsen
I tried to talk to you and confide
Now I just want to die