December 6, 2013
Baby number four is not a relief
This is now a belief
I was wrong
And now I have to be strong
I need to give up on it all
Bite the bullet and learn to fall
Children and business do not mix
I am to a point I believe there is no fix
I try to cover the pain
I try to find the positive gain
Depressed and lost
Being a Gemini my mind is crossed
I write the words to find relief
But in the end, it's just sorrow and grief
Drowning in my every thought
I am twisted and tied in knots