October 22, 2012
I hid real well
All my feelings in a shell
Tossed to the side
I pretended to have pride
I lost and it KILLS me
Mentally and emotionally breaking me ever so slowly
I can't just forget this
Three babies remind me of everything I will miss
Why not number three?
I didn't want to have that baby
I wasn't allowed to kill her
I think you forgot who we were
You told me we don't believe in abortion back then
I wasn't mentally prepared back when
I begged to keep the fourth and it be the last
But I'm spinning because it all happened so fast