October 22nd, 2012
It's hard to tell
If you and I are well
The thoughts that I think
Make my heart stumble and sink
You just don't get it
How can I just walk away and forget
I don't put anyone above you
To you I have always been true
I loved and I killed to keep you happy
Getting over it isn't going to happen magically
And when you tell me that we are married and you don't have to pull out
Mentally I am lost, emotionally so full of doubt
So as you don't apparently see
I am just not sure how I am to be
I killed in what I believed in so true for you
Only for you to want to try again to bring me out of this mood