October 10th, 2012
I'm happy and sad
I'm hurt, torn and so mad
How do I handle it all
When all I want to do is fall
I've married to fix a break
It just got worse, how much more can I take
My family means the most to me
Yet any of them I hardly see
I feel like I'm not the person I wished to be
Like someone different took over completely
I married a man
Who I thought would understand
Faith and trust is what I wear
Trust is not what we share
Faith in what because I am not understanding
I feel as though we are always pretending