October 10th, 2012
I thought it would get better
And we'd be happy again
I wouldn't feel so lost
Should I have changed my mind then?
Choices that haunt
Things that I can't talk about
Things that still hurt
Choices that fill my mind with doubt
I have tried to every extreme
I've laughed and cried
Dressy clothes and make up
I feel as though I need to hide
Feelings and fears
It's not the babies fault
They need us to be strong
But I want all my feelings to come to a hault