January 30, 2021
It doesnt matter where I go
Or who I become to know
I've hit such a state
I'm no one that anyone can relate
Yelling, arguing, and the fighting
I'm in my room...I am drinking and dying
I have emotionally lost touch
and liquor has again become my crutch
I have physically become numb
and so my pill bottles bring welcome
Make up, nails, and hair
Bring me comfort to my nightmare
The ability to look like I've got it together
and I'm living light as a feather
Not a person is keeping my accounting
or noticing the fact that I am drowning