September 21, 2018
I took more pills to keep me numb
Yes I know that it sounds dumb
But it is only then I can deal
With how I really want to deal
I want our love to feel good
Not care about what could
Being numb masks the pain
and emotions that fall like rain
It sets the tone for desire
Makes me feel sexy and higher
So who cares if I took a few pills
They are MY cheap thrills
It's not like I have another
But these pills sure make me feel like I'm no bother
Just let me be numb
You're sleeping so its not like it matters anyhow