Mixed Doubts

Your anger exceeds you

I see it towards me

I know that you're mad

Because my heart fails to see



My mind holds its doubts

my heart keeps your love

I just wish to know

the truth from above



are you here to stay

or do you care about me not

will our love always prosper

or begin now to rot



do you have to make that choice

between me and your friends

or can you hang on to both

without thinking it depends



is your love for me real

or do I fall under par

Am I just your quick fix

or do I raise that thin bar



does your heart choose mine

or does your scared frame of mind

do our souls fit as one

or will you leave me behind



one after the other

the questions compete

with the doubts on my mind

and a love that's complete



i've always felt strongly

that you'd never lie

and i'll always believe that

til the day that I die



you know that I love you

and that I really don't doubt

i've had a horrible past

and the questions put out



there is one thing I know

that you might not see

I never want to lose you

you mean everything to me



my heart is just as scared

of getting hurt once more

my love for you is genuine

so it would hurt more than before



i'm sure you're head is reeling

with more thoughts now than I

but remember that I love you

and I am willing to try



to hear out your story

to hear out your pain

to hope things get clearer

my tears like acid rain



i'll always be here

Complete with my heart

nothing in this world

will tear us apart



i love you forever

keep that in mind

my soul is always open

so you will never be left behind

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