Today, i did something i hadn't in so long.
.... I listened to our song.
As the music played,
so much things ran through my mind.
And as I sang along with the lyrics,
I could feel my heart melt inside.
I guess i came to realize
that thinking of you still bring tears to my eyes.
I allowed you to get the best of me.
Knowing that if you wanted,
you coulda had the rest of me.
But living that way,
is why i got nothing left in me.
The melody played so softly in my ears
brought flashbacks of all my fears
who would have thought,
that after all these years
for you, i could still shed these tears.
The vocalist sang to my soul
word for word,i felt my heart grow cold
Why do i feel such pain,
for a love so old???
you no longer deserve me
even if things changed,
you and i could never be.
So why is it that with every verse,
I think of you???
Why is it when the chorus comes,
i get so blue???
I wish it were true...
that "we belong together"
but it didn't last forever
.....Now i only think of you when I hear Our song.
SADDENED,
knOWINg that it was hypnotizing lyrics all along
meant to make me believe what i feel
but Music is like poison,
and it shouldnt be taken for real