the end of the chapter-- farewell mr father!!!

i cant make you want me if you dont

i cant make you love me if you know you wont

i cant make you see  ,if you choose not to open your eyes

and i cant make you speak the truth, if all you tell are lies

im tired of leaving a place in my heart for you

when you know you dont want to fill the space

i can cry my eyes out until there are puddles of tears and im drowning in it

but i cant expect you to save me from sinking at the bottom of those same tears you caused

if you dont care to jump in to rescue me.

see i learned that i can try my hardest to change the situation but i cant if you dont want to

because it takes two

but for years its just been me

i apologize but i cant teach you how to be a father

if you dont want to acknowledge that you are

and i understand that now

because you made it clear that im someone you dont want near

so i have nothing to say other than

i apologize

that we wasted time over and over again

just so that you can pretend that you cared for a second

just to walk on by without even saying goodbye.

but

what i once needed from you i no longer need

see cause all by myself i learned how to sit ,eat,walk,read and need

only me

but this is the last time

i will no longer try to force my love unto you because you do not want it

i apologize that you no nothing about me

and i know nothing of you

except the rare phone calls i once upon a time recieved.

n the words i onced thought were true only to find out i was decieved.

but  dont apologize to me because i will be okay.

my story has not come to an end

though this chapter has ended , a new page awaits me

you have not yet broken me and you never will

you do no exist just like our memories!!

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