i cant make you want me if you dont
i cant make you love me if you know you wont
i cant make you see ,if you choose not to open your eyes
and i cant make you speak the truth, if all you tell are lies
im tired of leaving a place in my heart for you
when you know you dont want to fill the space
i can cry my eyes out until there are puddles of tears and im drowning in it
but i cant expect you to save me from sinking at the bottom of those same tears you caused
if you dont care to jump in to rescue me.
see i learned that i can try my hardest to change the situation but i cant if you dont want to
because it takes two
but for years its just been me
i apologize but i cant teach you how to be a father
if you dont want to acknowledge that you are
and i understand that now
because you made it clear that im someone you dont want near
so i have nothing to say other than
i apologize
that we wasted time over and over again
just so that you can pretend that you cared for a second
just to walk on by without even saying goodbye.
but
what i once needed from you i no longer need
see cause all by myself i learned how to sit ,eat,walk,read and need
only me
but this is the last time
i will no longer try to force my love unto you because you do not want it
i apologize that you no nothing about me
and i know nothing of you
except the rare phone calls i once upon a time recieved.
n the words i onced thought were true only to find out i was decieved.
but dont apologize to me because i will be okay.
my story has not come to an end
though this chapter has ended , a new page awaits me
you have not yet broken me and you never will
you do no exist just like our memories!!