I stand here, lifeless looking for my reflection in the dark
most things are better yet unseen SO THIS is how i search for my heart
in a world full of unanswered question. I set forth a journey...
i am seeking for me
i try to open my vision without opening my eyes so i can discover what i couldn't see
cause over the years Ive found myself misguided and blinded to the lies i told to myself
and well now at 21 i am in search of SELF
but to find "Valerie" i wonder if id have to jump inside my mothers womb so that she can start over with my birth
maybe This time around id live life , never allowing me to lose sight of my worth
but i cant control time, i cant rewind.. i can only manipulate the future thats not so guaranteed to me
so here's what ill tell myself to do
never take advantage of your life for another that wont do it for you
never block your heart because your afraid to feel pain , for in the process you'll block joy too
shed your tears not for others, but instead so your tears can wash away your pain
never be afraid of the clouds in the sky but instead release a smile and dance in the rain
for the SUN will eventually come out and be the guiding light that you've been searching for