DID I EVER HAVE A CHANCE...
TO BE THE ONLY ONE IN YOUR LIFE?
YEARS HAVE GONE BY AND YOU ARE
ALL THAT I THOUGHT OF.
FOUND MYSELF ISOLATING THE THOUGHT
OF NEVER LETTING ANOTHER HAVE MY LOVING,
PROMISING MYSELF THAT ONE DAY
YOU WOULD DO THE SAME FOR ME.
BUT NOW I REALIZE HOW MUCH TIME I SPENT
MEZMORIZED BY YOUR ACTIONS AND ALONE IN REALITY.
DID I EVER HAVE A CHANCE...
TO BE THE ONLY ONE YOU THOUGHT ABOUT?
DREAMS OF YOU CREPT THROUGH MY NIGHTS
KEEPING ME IN ENDLESS INSOMNIA.
HOPES OF ANOTHER MOMENT IN YOUR ARMS
FULFILLING ALL OF MY FANTASIES...
ONLY TO COME TO THE REALITY OF YOU
THINKING OF ANOTHER WHILE WE WERE TOGETHER.
DID I EVER HAVE A CHANCE...
TO OCCUPY A SPACE IN YOUR HEART?
LOVING YOU WAS WHAT KEPT ME IN THIS
THING I THOUGHT OF AS A RELATIONSHIP,
HOPING THAT ONE DAY YOU WOULD RECIPROCATE
THE SAME FEELINGS YOU HAD WITH YOUR PREVIOUS
LOVER ...TO ME. IMPOSSIBLE AS THAT WAS I STILL
STRIVED FOR YOUR AFFECTION.
DID I EVER HAVE A CHANCE...
TO EVER HAVE SOMETHING REAL WITH YOU?
NEMEROUS SEX ADVENTURES HAVE PASSED
AND YET NO REAL COMMITMENT HAS BEEN MADE.
I AM NOW REALIZING THAT THIS WAS ALL
JUST FUN AND GAMES FOR YOU UNTIL...
YOU HAVE FOUND ANOTHER UNHAPPY SOUL TO CONQUER
I can relate, does not bring happy memories. Very sad but truthful.