Being Agnostic

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About Religion

I have found out tonight that Agnostic is my religion;
It was quite a strange decision.
Because, it uses my logic sense;
And, it's good that it doesn't make my husband or myself tense.
For, around my home, religion is a touchy subject;
It is an idea that my man will reject.
For, he is a very avid atheist;
And very proud, for that is what he wished.
I like to believe in the artistic symbols of Christianity;
Which doesn't make me want to use profanity.
I love to believe in angels lovely;
Who float high in the sky above me.
Yet, I don't know if that is an impossibility;
Because of their beautiful flying agility.
I do believe in the beauty of art;
Which will make a soul, in happiness, fall apart.
I don't think there is a way to prove it;
I think that religion; people should remove it.
I think that people should worry about appreciating their lives;
About being happy husbands and wives.
Instead of worrying about what happens beyond;
And wasting their lives praying like a stupid blond.
I respect everyone for their religious choices;
But, without my medication, I am a woman who hears voices.
Although I am mentally ill, I am wise;
I look at the world through uneducated eyes.
For, I have mostly taught myself how to exist;
Which is why I often end up pissed.
I know I have a lot of talents;
But, in life there needs to be a balance.
Between hobbies and connecting oneself to reality;
To give oneself a well-rounded mentality.
I am so torn with myself on this earth;
But, at least I have a good feeling of self-worth.

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