Daddy: In Memory of Sylvia Plath

Deny thy father and refuse thy name

Debauchery of such a harmful game

That timid, little boy who has been locked away

Has finally departed from his unwelcomed stay

He followed you out that dirty front door

Never to be seen, not again, anymore

He has fallen right through my slippery hands

He ran away the day you made me a man

Yes, the day you snatched the rug right from under me

The instant you made me the man I’m not ready to be

Novice as I may, I have learned nothing from you

Hiding from the problems you’re unwilling to work through

Deny thy father and refuse thy name

Debauchery of such a shameful game

That silly, little coward that ran away from life

Did you hear me? That silly, little coward

Show me how you measure as a man

Teach me everything that you still can

I am still an open book, and I’m waiting to be filled

But you stole from me the chapter that you killed

You have trapped yourself in silence, yet the voices still worm through

They are still as strong as the day you said “I do”

But the voices will fade, and the children will die

As you preach your bull shit alibi

Deny thy father and refuse thy name

Debauchery of such a merciless game

You have lived a legacy of which I cannot make do

As I stand here the man that you have not led me to

And to beg for your return just would not be true

Though a part of my life is still waiting for you

There is always a chance for you to come through

Let me be your reason to start over new

There are pages and pages for you to construe

To complete the life you began to pursue

Daddy, daddy, you bastard, I’m through

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