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   This years been the hardest of my life, words i never thought id say again. 

I thought i was finally a step closer to a little bit of happiness.  Nothing perfect  yet, something simple a start.

And yet again it comes crashing down.  Everything I create, has  a way of being taken away from me, one way or another.

No matter how hard I work to try to be better and change my evil ways, the devil has a way of trying to creep back in. 

I keep refusing to let him in, my heart isnt built that way, but he keeps trying to fill the broken pieces with lies, and defeat.

I have allowed him to take over my mind, body and heart, I have hidden from God , as I have fallen in this darkness. 

It has taken me, i have given up, i have felt and scene the error of my ways, i will forever pay for what I have done, and not done.

Dear Lord I need your help, your strength, your love, your guideance, your  spirit, to just be with me. I am scared in many ways, I am lost, I want to be found. I want , I crave to be loved and wrapped in your loving spirit. I am so tired of doing this alone. I am tired. Please lord always watch over my children, be with them always, even if i am not. Let them grow to be good, wholeson, loving, kind, loyal, funny, sweet, smart and God loving boys and men.   They deserve the world.