You think i didnt care?
I didnt once love you?
How could you?
Could you not see all the good things i did?
How i treated you oh so sweetly?
You think it was fake?
It was a all a lie?
Thats bullshit.
I held you, when sad.
I loved you even tho you were bad.
I loved you when you where good.
I opened up, you did too.
I told you all the things i never told a soul,
you told me things i could repeat.
Yet i didnt love you? I didnt care?
Sad that you could even think that at all.
I cared for you when you where sick, when you where well.
I held your hand, with a smile on my face,
i never was embarresed, not even for a day.
I was proud to call you my man.
I called you baby, sweetheart, my old man.
You called my your doll, your pumpkin, your old lady.
Yet you couldnt tell, you say i never loved you at all.
You had those nightmares, you slept walked,
I stayed up all night, and kept a eye on you.
I made sure you where safe, and wherent lost in your head.
I followed you into the rooms, where you fell asleep,
i woke you and brought you back. I delt with the mood swings,
the temper tantrums, the jealousy.
I loved you anyway, completly.
But i didnt think we could make this work between us.
So i said goodbye. I didnt want to make reality a lie.
I needed to go on my way, and say goodbye.
I wanted to keep you in my life, i wanted to be your friend thorugh it all.
You said goobye, Im sorry i lied. I didnt have the heart to tell you.
well i guess its goodbye my old friend. Hope we meet again.
Be safe. Dont think i didnt care. I did. I loved you once.