Mnemonic reservoir's filled to the brim
And spilling over
I am full of you...
Nucleus throbbing with your life
Pumping what's left of you into my veins
DNA casing engraved
Her gift was customized
"To Wesley from She
With love"
Strong man aspirations
Roid induced confidence
Picked our future up in a deadlift
No belt
No gloves
No chalk
Blistered hands coupled with a weak soul
Couldn't hold on
From a height that took eight years to reach
And gravity working against me
The drop proved crippling
People got hurt
Lives were altered
I messed up
So my contract was terminated
Sit with the crowd now
Unknown
Irrelevant
No longer a part of the life I wanted
I watch it unfold from afar
And write about it.