The soothing effect of you
Comes with a price
My friendship
This hardship is unbearable
My heart's shape is terrible
Because I want you...
I'm so into you
No reciprocity but you like me
Alone with my intensity
I foolishly
Stick around
Deaf to the voice of reason
That desperately attempts to reach me
In every language I know
Through my writings
Through music
I hear it and choose to ignore it
Knowingly going for the worst option
Not caring if the only outcome is suffering
Because I need you...
Resume says tall dark handsome
Often
Available for good loving
Actions
May blow senses off their hinges
Not bad with words
Writes and speaks clearly
What's on his mind
Is even poetic at times
Sometimes lines might actually rhyme
If infatuation fueled inspiration is consistent
As I know it would be
If you were to employ me
My resume
I attached it to an email that I sent
In your direction
Because I crave you...
It's as bad as it gets
Mine is too singular a skill set
You couldn't care less
About owning a passion driven poet
It's a disaster
A ground opening
An Earth splitting
A tectonic structure changing disaster
Plagued by Richter
Tremors originating from my epicenter
Shock me into the day after
Daily reminders that WE didn't happen
Evacuation
Purging you from my system
Would make the voice of reason sing
Damn the voice
It is not equipped to grasp
The simplest of concepts
I still need your essence
Dancing in my bloodstream and
Sitting down laughing with my DNA and
Being all that you can be
The woman that solved The W Equation
I need you to cater to my nucleus and
Keep it satiated with anti-loneliness serum
Because you are the source
Because I love you.