suicidal tensions
aint got no damn patiences
sitting here waiting for the
apocalypse
i cant resist
seeing enemies disintegrate
i cant wait
till i make it
climbing this endless walls
with great force of gravitation
looking through the shadows
arming for battle
with the demons i dismantle
hoping to win the title
lonelyness is my greatest fear
no homies they all disapeared
not what they appear
hopeless souls jealous peers
is this my final frontier
the damage in my heart
remains severe
aint noway to repair what
has being done
now the man that i becomed
a changed individual
no longer original
staring at the end of barrel
waiting for the bullet to travel
my life struggles
i was never humble
God never gave me directions
stuck on every intercetion
looking for the right location
trusting no woman
cuz they all done me wrong
gotta remain strong
no place i can call home
where i belong
but still in this cold world
thank you for wasting 1 min long
listening to my pain
my life wasting away
like a grain of sand
sadness is too much to carry
as im buried
i wanna be remember
till times forever
for my poetry
dark yet reality