Would you find it weird if I shaved off my beard
in the clutches of a deep biting winter
wrapped in the embrace of the blank depths of space
my tether to the singularity splintered
yet I draw forth the power of a nation devoured
skirting endless pools of black water
that will cause my gift to short, bring me back to the court
where I got away with murdering my father.
For it was my defection that allowed my resurrection
into a universe of running ink paintings
and the epitaph reading, if not quite decieving
turned the firing squads bullets to spankings.
Do these words tease your synapse? Have I achieved proper relapse?
Delving into nightmares chaotic
if I die drenched in sweat I pray martrydom is beget
by my ham-fisted attempt at erudite phonics.
Now the voices are gone and the fate they have spawned
languishment in cinderblock cells unlocked
is preferable to the alternative, where lifes more often spurned than gives
a chance on destinies great iron door mocked.
Would you find it odd if I told you my god
whispered imploringly to to commit my atrocity
then you wont be the first confused by my curse
though your numbers still dwindle to paucity.