Meds

i stand in this line of the forgotten

holding your gnarled hand

pleading quietly to be led

to a land of opportunity

but instead I am brought to the shadows

before the face of the wraith

that haunts my lucid dreams.

I slide and struggle forever

as he pill supposed to same me

hits the back of my throat

and dissolves my thoughts

into a murky puddle

of word salad and dead memories.

I know in my heart I'm a killer

of my own pride and joy

yet everyone tells me it is not my fault

as the chemical imbalance inside my soul

harkens to the days of old

when the insane were possessed

and the exorcist believed he

was the right hand of the almighty.

Yet they were wrong

as the explanation of my ailment was simply

a lack of hope

that love could be found,

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Feeling so guilty

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