Oh the mistakes I've made, all the days I hate
Asking again for a third clean slate
lungs burning hot from the breath I bate
praying that a second time I'm not too late
on thin ice I skate, spiderweb cracks translucent
water below freezing, a breath so new, pent
up and laid out a misty future screwed hence
no story untold if I throw in my two cents
I've whitewashed your blue fence, no Tom or Jim
enticing me with trickery, lies wearing thin
the moral of your quaint tale that the foolish sin
with no fear of repentance that they have to spend
to whom can I lend this broken shoulder to cry on
will he really let bygones be bygones
or will the fresh kicks that he let me try on
stick to a crooked path, falling out the sky, on
to a garden terrace, so verdant and green
a place I've forgotten, so rarely seen
the knowledge tree overbearing fruit I can glean
take a bite acrid juices rouses me from the dream
so how long can I flee, when does the road end
does it quit in a taper or is the edge sudden
if I fall what will catch me, concrete or sod
will my soul be contracted to Satan or God
I hope its the former, its what I deserve
as a liar, a cheat, a thief and referred
to the gates of Tartarus, pits of fire
I cant say its not what I've always desired.