Theres nothing left in my bowl
except the dregs of the past
my face is numb, fingers cold
I know the fun could never last
the verdant greens once so vibrant
have been burnt black by cleansing flame
pungent smoke scared me to silence
playing a savage, losing game
I'm high again, I'm high again
forgetting all my strongest fears
paranoia setting in
shedidng some elusive tears
shadowmen lie on the walls
crimson eyes locked in on me
I hear their broken, guttural calls
yet the light I cannot see
collecting tar from escapes past
hoping for just one more trip
even though I say this time's my last
I know I'll never get a grip
on learning how to live this life
to win the day like ancestors before
instead I'll create debt and strife
until I face my sadistic lord.
I'll sigh again, I'll sigh again
my mouth fills with blackened foam
falling to the sickness that plagues my kin
that took away my definition of home
on the day I smoked these bones.
you're in my wheelhouse poofs
Loved it.
KS
Thanks yo!
Thanks yo!
good insight on addiction...
good insight on addiction... you'll be okay. also, God loves you
I'm doing much better now.
I'm doing much better now. Sober for 2 and a half years!