When I found out you were gone
I wanted them to kill me.
But alas, escaping my fate
was never going to be so easy.
Instead, I was forced to relive
the action of your absence as daily
as Prometheus lost his innards to an eagle.
I wonder if he repented his foolishness.
I tried, but my pleas were lost amid
a turmoil of white noise and black space.
I loved you more than anything in this world
yet I destroyed that bond we forged
in a moment lost to the flames of insanity.
Will my actions be pardoned?
Or will they haunt me with every faltering step
I take on this path overgrown with poison thorns?
All I ever wanted was to make you proud;
to show you I could make my own way as a man.
Instead I let you down forever.
I'll never forget that last look you gave me;
three second of confusion, of pain, of fear.
I hope the suffering was swift.
I never mean to cause you pain; yet I did
with every waking breath.
I'm so very sorry.
I raise your name to the heavens, hoping the gods
will pity your plight and disdain for their kind;
after all, youre only man;
and I am my fathers' son.