Malignant mass rests in my skull
will it take me over?
Making all my senses dull
will I ever again be sober?
Chained to a bed of alabaster
surgeons smothered in white
my erratic pulse is building faster
will they save me from my plight?
Concoctions slamming through my heart
eyes see naught but black
Ive torn the world Ive built apart
will they give me what I lack?
Theyre trying to fix me a stitch at a time
to make me one of them
I think I prefer hellish climes
to keep following him
the one that promised me liberation
in the midst of madness
so far theres been naught but desolation
a sucking pit of gladness
Hammer. Tongs. Scalpel. Saw.
They delve into my face
breaking open a bleeding maw
removing all but a trace
of what made me quite unique
a gift I cannot give
I hope this poem dont seem too bleak
but Ive died before I could live.