medication hits my brain, my cranium explodes
there's hate in these veins, I'm in a different mode
writhing in pain, left out in the cold
All the songs sound the same, its Metallica's Load
Don't drop the soap, don't eat the Snickers
its true that I hope you don't have a bad ticker
cuz your heartrate'll soar when you see this girl's thicker
than caramel candies, I'll let ya pick her
Did I do that? In the words of the nerd
I've found that my thoughts are baseless, absurd
They've shattered my teeth, stomped me on the curb
but they'll all grow back, even the thirds
Whern I self medicated things were much worse
I thought I was doomed, thought I was cursed
I reveled in sin, burned down the church
Always was laughing, yet lacking the mirth
It made for good art, I have to admit
when I feel better I'm churning out shit
So I guess I'll relapse, go on take a hit
and taste the grey in which magic does flit
Walk to the window, down all the pills
Lose all my edge, my drive, my skills
sink into nothingness, I've ate my fill
of my cannibal brother, who went in for the kill
My pulse is static, my blood is ice
Death seems so alluring, the end seems so nice
But I've heard the afterlife aint all sugar and spice
So I think I'll march on, never give up the fight.