Right now my chamber’s close to running on empty
And I know not which targets I should aim for next
The pen and the paper do the dance of desire
Stimulating, fornicating, giving birth to text
Can I nurture fledging children, clothe them –watch them grow?
Send them out to warm reception, to the light of the world?
Can I watch them reap the whirlwind of a youth well spent?
Be a tribute to their father’s vision – pride unfurled?
Stop what you’re doing - I said turn around
You’re fixated on the mirrors in the hell you’re bound
Can you not find the lustre buried deep inside?
Pull yourself from the cesspool which you now reside?
I’m trapped here in this charnel house without a door
And the bodies here a-burning look a lot like dreams
I cannot douse out these fires, strangled by this smoke
Asphyxiation – what I call life crumbles at the seams
My eyes boil over – enflamed – seeing no way out
I reach inside and say a prayer to my saviour – I
With every heresy I utter, the smoke loses grip
While there’re depths and heights to be explored I CANNOT DIE!!
Stop what you’re doing - I said turn around
You’re fixated on the mirrors in the hell you’re bound
Can you not find the lustre buried deep inside?
Pull yourself from the cesspool which you now reside?
I laugh as this fucking prison falls away
And the bodies that were burning spring to life once more
The phantoms of affliction dissipate from sight
And I open up my eyes to see the Muse I adore
And the breath borne in this kiss brings me back from death
My mind casts away the darkness, siphons in the light
And the seeds of the union, resurrecting hope
Give me strength and the spirit to step up this fight
Open your eyes now – come in from the cold
There’s a life to be lived right here – you must stand bold
Follow through, take her hand, and take a look inside
The orgasms of creation are life’s cantharides