Last night I dreamt again
Dreamt of myself
In a body not mine
In my world
A stranger
I walked through a mist
Familiar and strange
Haunting spectres gliding
Past me, through me
Each one a part of me
Ghosts of my past
The threat of the future
The present
An eternity trapped
In a single moment
Out of the fog
A glimmer of hope
The glitter of cold steel
The dull shine of solid iron
The chilled knife hovers ahead
We move towards each other
Slowly, like old friends
We meet, not joyfully
But with familiar greeting
And it will not stop
Slipping softly between my ribs
Gently parting my flesh
I sigh quietly
As the cool tip
Sits snug in my heart
The blood does not run in rivers
Rather it ambles slowly down
Mixing with tears
I did not know I shed
Like some lazy glue
Each drop parts the fog
Hits the floor
Each tiny splash a thunderclap
I'm seeing clearly now
My blood, my tears, clear the fog
The faces stand before me
Saying I must be judged
I recognise them
But I look through a stranger's eyes
So what was once familiar is now alien
They ask me for justification
I am unable to speak
My blood runs towards them
A morbid leash
A path I must follow
The cool steel comforts me
Whispers to me
Reassures me
I am not dead
Nor alive
Faintly the sounds of reality
Begin to seep through
Their voices become urgent
The blood runs faster
Do I want to go with them?
A dull groan echoes through us all
They ask again
Beg me to come with them
The iron in my heart tugs at me
They implore me, time is running out
There is too much still to do
Too much I would leave behind
I tell them no
They nod softly
The fog returns
The groaning is louder
More insistant
Faster
My old friend leaves me
My heart is whole once more
We part in silence
As always
My past no longer beckons
I am free to go my ways
We smile as the fog separates us
The klaxon is sounding again
The daily grind awaits
Turning my alarm off
Rubbing the sleep from my eyes
I wonder what I dreamt
Tomorrow I will dream again
And if there is nothing left to do
I may go with them
Become like them
Watch over you, take you with us
When I shall die
I shall die complete
I shall welcome my death
And those that mourn me
Shall dream as I do
Wow Ruth, this poem made me all goosebumply. It is very well written, you obviously carry alot of sadness in your life. Keep writing , i want to read more. I wish my poetry was as good as yours..lol write mine ! love holly
lovely n morbid darlin! my kinda poem n lovely even tho u wrote it at like 10am! :P lol bah i made u leave the room 4 just this lil' msg, oh well, lol stop eatin ur ice cream n do u fance gettin sum chips 4 ur dinner, ill buy em?