I miss her.
Mostly at Christmas, or birthdays
But sometimes
In the middle of the night
I wake up crying
I wish she would hold me
Soothe my pain,
Tell me it was all a dream
But it isn't.
She's gone.
Forever.
So this is for her
So I don't forget
And so others can meet her
My memory of her at least.
She'd laugh at this
Say "silly girl", ruffle my hair
Kiss me, and we'd laugh.
I heard her laugh,
Or a memory of it
On a video camera.
It nearly made me cry.
She was beautiful
Kind, funny, smart
Then she was dead. Just dead.
But even dead, she's still my mother.
I still love her.
I miss her,
I hope she's happy.
One day I'll hear her laugh again,
And someone will miss me.
Life's a funny thing
So's death in a way.
I'm not laughing,
But she is
Somewhere, I hope.
I miss her.