Night has fallen,
Alone I sit,
It's all the same.
Today like tomorrow,
Tomorrow like yesterday,
Last month like a year from now,
It's going to stay the same.
Growing up I was told,
I could be anything,
I could go anywhere,
but I never thought I would be held back,
And pushed down by the worries of my own mind.
They're not real,
But boy to they hit hard,
Ripping me apart,
Shredding my skin.
I don't know how it happened,
And I don't really know when,
Just one day I woke up and realized,
I was over my head in tar,
And no one was pulling me out.