I wish you well

A year since I last spoke to you,

two since I last saw you,

I'm still struggling,

It's still hard,

but oh so easy.

 

I still don't know what to do,

But I'm figuring it out,

I wish you well,

I saw that sign on your house,

I hope you're alright.

 

I know it's part my fault,

I think I'm grown and mature,

Only to be proven wrong,

Over and over I never learn.

 

I made a mistake,

As I always do,

But it'a part on you too,

Neither of us are innocent,

I'm sorry for my part.

 

I think I saw you,

A few weeks ago,

You were shopping like I was,

But I don't know if it's really what I saw,

Or someone that looked like you,

That fooled my eyes,

And dropped my heart.

 

And it was then I realized,

I don't really want to see you,

Because I'm scared of what you'll say,

Because I know you don't like me,

It's been two years,

I tried to reach out,

It was always on me.

 

And I don't want to say something final,

Because I still care and it's hard,

But I think,

To move on,

To live my life,

I need to,

 

I'm sorry,

I miss you,

I wish you well,

Maybe we'll meet again,

Our paths crossing again,

Our fate intertwining again,

It's a small world,

Even smaller town,

But for now,

Till then,

Good bye...

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I don't think a pome will even be final closure, but perhaps it's a step.

Still nice to vent.

Thank you for reading.