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The reality
I plan to see you tonight,
But act as if its a surprise.
Getting ready just to make you realize,
What you had is better than what you have.
Smile on my face, trying to stay calm as my heart races.
Yes I see you, but I'm looking the other way,
Thoughts running through my head, debating whether I should stay.
Maybe I made a mistake by coming here tonight
Maybe you did move on, once again I was wrong and you were right.
Making my way to the exit, I feel a gentle tug...I turn around, and you greet me with a hug.
Trying to stay calm as you're telling me I look great, asking if I brought a date and trying to convince me that this is fate
But I knew all along you'd be here
And in the end, I get what I want and I have you near,
but all of a sudden I want someone new.
The reality; let's face it. Lust over love, no one can resist,
you want what you can't have but not when it's in your hands.
Self control, or self pitty...motivation or determination...
There is no real in reality,
It's all superstition.
