So I sit here feeling like shit
And I'm supposed to believe there is a God
My life has been filled with evil
But I thought I paid the price
Am I supposed to live like this
A slave to the voices
This is not fair
Was what I did so bad
That I deserve this lifelong cruelty
Why didn't you take me before
Instead I'm lead to believe there is hope
But it's just a game
And I won't play anymore
Take me please
Allow me peace
As I hate what I am
Let me sleep