Do you know what its like
To live every day
Trapped in a world
That you have no say
Extreme mood swings
Down and up
Never knowing
What's in your cup
Living in fear
Of every tick
Time after time
Just makes me sick
I wish for an end
To stop the lie
Sooner or later
Just let me die
I hate to wake
Fool them all
Day after day
Why do I stall
Many voices
In my head
Oh dear God
I wish I was dead
No more doctors
Not another pill
The time has come
For my blood to spill
So cold and lonely
Just sitting here
Can I do it
So much fear
Trapped again
This day must end
What happens now
My will must bend