For many years I have searched
Made my lists and compared the qualities
So many times I had been very close
Of course there are little things that never pan out
But seventy percent and a spark was the quest
Now I finally found her
And she is with another
We tried out things anyway
Untimely pursuits and restless needs
I watched her drift away
Turning to others to fill the void
I found my needs desperately wanting
Trying not to compare
The thoughts of her never end
Sharing a kiss with another
Just not the same
Materialistic pursuits for some
Her needs were always so simple
Gifts to show affection go unnoticed
Missed is her endless appreciation and thanks
Older standards forget about youth
Spontaneous simplicity was her dying motto
Late night in bed to find a cold back
Her constant embrace was always so warm
Even conversations were shallow and cut short
Our all night discussions have me longing
Here I am again wondering what the future holds
No one said true love was going to be easy
But I’d rather be blue and lonely
Than to spend another day filling in the blanks