I stood beneath a tree,
cascades of gold rain
threading through the pale air.
I stitched my happiness together
with dead winter leaves
and dry pine needles.
I filled my body with straw
and smoked a cigarette
that tasted of chrysanthemums,
a miserable scent of wood
and the bark is peeling.
I stand rooted,
watching the world grow old,
clouds crumbling to ash,
the sweat of a thousand victories
fading like the dying sun.
My soul is cold.
The night brings warmth.