to all the young & even older folks of the computer & internet
(I'm sorry - I can't respond - to any friendship attempts by readers)
(I work 7 days a week - and I'm still behind in my work - right now)
but - this christian faith or belief --
(which can never be proved or disproved)
-- IS REALLY SOMETHING ELSE ALTOGETHER --
forget about all the fame & fortune
or all the beautiful young women out there
or high positions in politics or society
or hollywood stardom (which is really just make-believe)
or for whatever reason it is out there ----
that modern contemporary people constantly chase after
this next statement is totally true & straight from the heart
there is completely no bull - connected to it
this christian thing -- is the best thing that ever happened to me
for without it - without this faith and "mental strength" or support
for a guy - I'll admit it right now - with some mental problems
that I deal with on an hourly basis
my life would have been over about 40 years ago --- TOTALLY DOWN THE TOILET ---
but for now at least ---- forget about all the cute poems and kindness I've typed on the internet
over the last few years
for this christian belief and direction
is the best thing that could ever happen to anyone
whether you're 10 years old or 90
and even though - I don't attend any worship service in any religion
like an old song says -- this feeling is totally real
AND STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART
ACTUALLY ---- IT'S A TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART ----
charlie 777