Awkward is what you made feel
Vulnerable and weak, I am still
But there will come a day when I will believe in me again
That I'm strong and confident and maybe I could love again
But you ..you will always be the same...
Your proud of that monster you became
You decided long ago that for no one will you change
You say you don't won't to your sons to grow up to be like you, but instead of making a a change, you carry on the same.
So alone you stand, bitter, angry and all I could do is feel sorry for you and wonder how vulnerable and weak you must really feel