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Friendship 3 (Rely On Him)
Never felt so lonely in my entire life
Sometimes I wish I was to become a man's wife
But this is a choice I had to make
No more crying; 'Me no mo' fake!'
I will rely on Me, Myself and I
(Sure would appreciate 'lil companionship from a guy)
Since I never had any strong religious belief
He would soon become 'Intime' a precious relief
I would tell him I have to confess...
He would listen and keep me out of a mess
He would lend me a cooperative ear
Not letting me down, drifting in a fear
It came from an inner deep thought
Wanted to assume; to stay out; never be corrupt
All those ousiders always came interrupt
Would silence keep me company for a while?
Would I be able to be resiliant for more than a mile
Yet far from becoming a whole human entity
Knew how to soul-me-up, all this positively
He ain't never gone be God, 'cause its just impossible
But I would always be his true disciple
Can it be possible that a man who ain't a man
Teach you about becoming a woman?
Giving you, without realizing it
Larger possibilities; proof that you can make it
Be there to help me, but only works for me
Because he has problems on his own; logically
When they say God lives in every one of us; biblical
Can MY GOD be part of him; soul-mate? They call?
Is there then a need to join our hands?
Or is it that simple after all? Does he understands?
The need to believe in something other than Love
Might be a tough sea to fly over; not being a Dove
Comparing us, might be similar to the extent
Of me now flying freely; now being exent
Of a troubled past who may reappear some day
What else to do, what else to say, he knows me in everyway
He asked me about all; was there when I fell
Reassured me on my quick way to Hell
Welcome back on earth; no more Angels
Crossing streets & boulevards, can't miss the signals
How right is he when he tells about believing
Would it be of any help to me; not just praying
That strange feeling I had when I first saw him
Eyes on me like i was being watched through HIM
Those famous Gardian Angels; do they still exist
For people like me; all or nothing; blinded by a dark mist
Those options I decided to refuse
Even with my good faith, still have me confuse
If saying no to all temptations is one of the solutions
That ultimate answer to multiple questions
I would change tomorrow, new resolutions
Tired of being deceived by unplanned reactions
No doubles to mate; no singles to date
No fight to win-Her and no winner to fight
In front of the blank page; all to do is write
