Things aren't perfect

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pain/saddness

Lost in the darkness

Can't seem to be set free

Locked inside my head

Reminising on lost memories



Torn between reality and illusion

In this twisted light

Can't seem to see

What is wrong

And what is right



Kept inside me

All these things you'll never see

You'll never know or understand

Just whats wrong with me



Bitter oblivion

Tearing at my soul

I lost my grip

Lost all control



It's hard to see

What's beyond the void

With all my happiness

Being bitterly destroyed



Losing all sense of

What is true

And trying so hard

Just to believe in you



I guess it doesn't matter now

As everything falls apart

Never would have believed

You were never there

From the start



But now i see

Things aren't as perfect

As they seem



Lost in this illusion

Nothing but a dream

As i look into the mirror

The reflection doesn't show me

What i want to see



I no longer have that comfort

That once surrounded me

Instead i'm left feeling

So empty



So where do i go from here

What will i find

As i search

Deep within my mind



Now the shadows linger

As i did fear

And all the things

I think are within my reach

Suddenly seem to dissapear



So you might as well

Tear the wound wide open

And watch me bleed

Since you never did care

Too much for helping me



And now i see

That things aren't as perfect

As they seem



Leave me here

In this darkness

To drown in misery

Since there seems to be

No more clarity



I searched so hard

To find a reason

Why things went wrong

And i finally realized

The reason is that

I just don't belong


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