Lost in the darkness
Can't seem to be set free
Locked inside my head
Reminising on lost memories
Torn between reality and illusion
In this twisted light
Can't seem to see
What is wrong
And what is right
Kept inside me
All these things you'll never see
You'll never know or understand
Just whats wrong with me
Bitter oblivion
Tearing at my soul
I lost my grip
Lost all control
It's hard to see
What's beyond the void
With all my happiness
Being bitterly destroyed
Losing all sense of
What is true
And trying so hard
Just to believe in you
I guess it doesn't matter now
As everything falls apart
Never would have believed
You were never there
From the start
But now i see
Things aren't as perfect
As they seem
Lost in this illusion
Nothing but a dream
As i look into the mirror
The reflection doesn't show me
What i want to see
I no longer have that comfort
That once surrounded me
Instead i'm left feeling
So empty
So where do i go from here
What will i find
As i search
Deep within my mind
Now the shadows linger
As i did fear
And all the things
I think are within my reach
Suddenly seem to dissapear
So you might as well
Tear the wound wide open
And watch me bleed
Since you never did care
Too much for helping me
And now i see
That things aren't as perfect
As they seem
Leave me here
In this darkness
To drown in misery
Since there seems to be
No more clarity
I searched so hard
To find a reason
Why things went wrong
And i finally realized
The reason is that
I just don't belong