Addiction

I look at you longingly
My best friend and worst enemy
You help me to forget my troubles
Then you just create so many more.

Sometimes you make me feel so free
Other times you make me insane
Everybody tells me you're bad for me
I know you are, but I need you to save me from reality.

The fucked up mess that is my life
You make better and worse at the same time
I love you and hate you so much
What should I do? I havent a clue.

You're all that I have
In my lonely loveless life
But you're destroying me
Tearing me apart inside.

I no longer recognise the person in the mirror

My strength and confidence are shattered
But no matter what you do to me
I still keep coming back for more.

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babbygirl's picture

i love this poem it reminds me of me

Naomi Challoner's picture

I've felt like this before but with somethin much worse.. drugs.. don't go there kids xxx btw gd poem xxx