Spend various amounts of time trying to make it right,
wonder if its me,
am i not worth a fight?,
ticking clocks, round and round,
happiness, seeming currently out of sight,
was i meant to be alone,
is that what was chosen for me,
am i one of the "lucky" ones,
feeling very easy to disown,
only growing older,
in front of a mirror, my looks fade,
new joints are cracking,
strength, i am lacking,
wish i had a stable shoulder.