the pain in lies

I am asking for a lot..

I am asking for your honesty

I feel this burning pain

When you lie to me

 

I couldn't possibly tell you how it feels

All I know is my head spins

I become too dizzy to stand

I can't feel my heart beat

My feet throb and my knees get weak

I feel an emptiness in the pit of my stomach

my ribs.... they are useless

I am so weak

If you push me I will fall

No, I will colapse

 

I see you lying to me

And I know..

With your lip quivering

Your eyes wonder to the left..

"I know how to read you..

Don't try to fool me...

Do you love her?"

 

Oh the pain you bring to me

As you touch your ear and bite your lip

My body isn't strong enough

Please don't lie to me

I love you...

 

"No, I love you"

 

My shoulders go limp

My arms fall numb

I can feel my heart beating now

But it's way to hard and fast

It's hurting me

I'm in aggony

I am overwhelmed with a sting

That shoots up my spine

I fall on my back

I am still alive

Completely motionless

You are killing me with your lies

So this is goodbye.


"I love you too"


*dial tone*

Author's Notes/Comments: 

black is thought
red is actually said out loud (by others)

pink is said out loud (by me)

blue is the situation/setting (what is happening)

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