I dedicated,
but more than that,
i gave all my devotion and meditated.
In your abscene
i never waivered,
just loved and waited.
A shield that could
not be penertrated,
as if god had made it.
I stood before you
a wall, changelss,
never taking into consideration
the damage taken.
For you,
i stripped myself bear,
and layed myself naked
too show you every part of my nature.
I wanted you to know you couldnt be
any safer.
I felt it,
and gasped,
i couldnt comprehend past,
the why,
because i never felt safer.
She pulled my soul from out
my back, yet felt
my heart intact.
I tried to defend,
but found myself guardless
I found myself in a nightmare,
facing a monster so heartless.