alot to say.
no will to say it.
i can't seem to sleep
so i must embrace it.
as much as i wish you werent,
you are on my mind.
i wish i knew the future.
will you be mine?
no twists,
no turns,
i don't recall.
no pain,
no gain.
nothing at all.
you bring out the best of me.
but now i feel the worst.
this feeling overwhelms me.
this funny little curse.
maybe its a sign,
it wasnt ment to be.
maybe there is more to this,
more than just you and me.
should i chase the glow,
that lies within my heart
or should i let it go,
avoid falling apart.
what's a man to do
in this stupid dilemma.
my brain, my heart, my gut,
dont share the same umbrella.
god im so fucking clever
there is no way to stop it
ba doo ki daba doki
ba dee pa dibi dop it.
i need to go to sleep.
being awake isnt going to change anything.
what am i waiting for?
its 5:35 in the forbidden morning.