my all is what i thought
oh but i'm lucky i dont have to pay for thoughts,
i thought wrong; it woulda been a waste of money,
man i should pay ppl to think for me,
talk about waste of time nah i take it back it really wasnt a waste of time,
i learned alot adn now that my hearts broke in
when it grows back i can take more pain,
matter fact forget that pain
imma build a wall around it so no one can get in,
why? you ask, cause its too much work
it takes too much time to recover when its broke,
no joke,
for real its like this "what if" pain and everyone knows "what ifs" is hard to explain,
it didnt happen so really what is to explain, NOTHIN but your mind keeps on replayin the scene,
like if i could redo this man i would do it this way,
but the fact is you can't do it no way..
it is what it is you adapt from the pain...
and when my heart heals theyll need an army to get back in...