He loved me
I loved him not
He'd kil for me
but love was just a pretty thought-
to this soul
who just wanted to know
what it would be like to have a stable home,
life goals and memories of taking the less traveled road.
He loved me
I loved the thought
He loved me
I loved him not- as much-
as I thought I could say
not enough to make the change
he wanted a life together
I thought I did too
but my independence was regained
when my heart was no longer black and blue.
He loved me
I loved him not
He was ready
but I was lost in Pretty Thoughts.