I don't know why I did it
and now my stomach is twisted
why am I not tossing and turning
I was just devoted and yearning
he thought I was his greatest gift
everyday our spirits would lift one another
with a fire burning
every day we were learning-
more and more about a world we would create together.
Yet within one day, with the last thing he'd expect me to say
his heart I slayed.
it's like I'm gifted
with a skill so twisted
it's become too easy to build up a love
just to give up and walk away
as if none of the love mattere.
Now I step away
from a heart beaten and battered
with only two words from him to ward me astray
stay away.