If you could see me now...
that frown would be a smile now
you wouldn't be up all night crying
slowly dying, dry heaving and pleading
for a new life
wishing why time had passed you by
leaving you alone with nobody to hold tight.
If you could see me now...
you would see I made it out alive
I chose to fight to survive
I chose to do one thing right
and become the one good thing to help me
get through the night-
while page after page I'd write-
my truth, my youth, and all the depths
that I swam through
washed away the layers of pain
and became the person I am today.
If you could see me noe...
after reading book after book
page after page
you'd see it takes
both yin and yang
to become whole again.